Daughter: Daddy, I wanna be a teenager.
Father: You will soon be one.
Daughter: No,it seems so long. 10 years seems so long! I wanna be a teenager now.
Yes,the daughter is me. I said this 10 years ago when my life was all about playgrounds,Hi-5,Ballet,Piano and cycling. I used to think I was quick but I guess it had passed me so quickly that it scares me at times. Another 10 years would be quick and before I know I will be out at the society,working as an adult. I wonder what life would be like at that point. Will I lie in a bed of regrets of will I experience the sweet aftermath of me killing my brain cells in the past. I wished we all had a crystal ball that allows us to foresee the future. In the last 10 years of my life,it changed drastically. Not only my lifestyle changed but almost everything around me changed. If only I could take a look at my future 10 years back,maybe my life wouldn’t left to me so disarray.
I am the only hope of my parents. I can tell how much hopes they pinned on me. Instead of using what I’ve got for good,but brought more harm to it. I guess they spent millions on me. Be it daily necessities or materialistic goods. How much they got hurt by almost every acts of mine these days yet they still continue to support me and not giving me up. I promise I will do well in private school and not let your efforts go down the drain.
Somehow, I an anticipating for 2010. Feels like a great year to me. Hopefully it doesn’t dissapoints me.
