Pretty are you.

 The list of things I’ve listed out reminded me that Christmas is nearing. It is roughly a month away. It is really shocking how 2009 is coming to an end. Oh well,2009 had been harsh on me. Actually for most of us. But this year I must say really put me through many obstacles and I conquered them. Makes me a strong woman huh? I was just kidding. Those are phrases in life. I guess all our lives will have different phrases. Ups and downs. Life is a never-ending war. We have to surrender at times but we can never back out from it. I guess we will all grow stronger in time to come.

So you guys might be wondering what’s keeping me awake? Actually what kept me away is that particular list. The list of things I am aiming for this Christmas. Hopefully I get some gifts from the list huh. That’ll be great. Okay I am starting on my wishful thinking over again. I won’t be in Singapore for Christmas. White Christmas? Probably. That reminded me of my days in The States,Paris and London. This also made me realised I haven’t been celebrating Christmas in this tiny little red dot for about….4 years?

Oh yea,do you guys know where to get that Union design Chanel bag? Does the Chanel boutique sells it? It caught my attention the moment I saw it across the web. Such a beautiful designer’s piece.

I received CHEC’s letter yesterday. Gonna start school on the 18 of January 2010. Pretty excited about it. Is anyone in there with me?

Incase you all might be thinking why am I blogging so little. I have to say….. I got a private space on my own. Not really on my own. But the amount of people who know about it is lesser than five. Nope,not gonna reveal my url yet but soon. So follow my blog closely if you want to know the new url.

 

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“You dont have rights to blacklist me.”

Shall we say some people are born promising that way,with roseate features and some others are just born out to not survive in the social circle?  I should say,people who self-contradict themselves should be the real, ‘fools’. A pity I don’t get it why, some people like to make things BIG, and then end up deceiving to themselves that it’s the other party who started it? Since you have already stepped into this game of me&you, you shan’t leave. You like starting wars,showing your attitude,typing words without having integrity. Obviously I’m indifferent to people like this, but I am just being curious. Why have to they be like that?

One: They are born mentally challenged. Such as they can’t think properly. Either way,their brain’s malfunctioning. Or they lack of brain juices to allow them to think ahead. Or who knows,they lead such sad lives that they tend to forget every word they typed,seconds ago. These are the ones that deserves our symphony,very badly. These people tend to forget things easily,its inevitable to them. So we should forgive them.

Two: They have no sense of responsibility. These are the ones who ought to be shot. They won’t survive long in this society,by the way. They like to deny things they’ve said or agreed on. They also carry a ’stuck-up’ attitude. We often try to talk to them nicely, but they are obviously a bunch of people who are full of shit. Will is be fair to the one talking nicely? No,isn’t it too plain to see it then? If only such people could die off from the surface of our Mother Earth, life would be a gazillion times better. Yes?

So its only one OR two. Unless it’s  really proven she’s a mixture of both,then I guess such is her life. Destined to be behind others. Yes,we are all not Saints,humans are prone to err. But tell me,how can a person who is already in the wrong still tries to make matters worst? You proclaimed that I forced you. Truth is, did I take a trigger and point it right to your temple? No, I did nothing of that sort. That isn’t force. It’s over MSN, you can always Block/Delete me off. If not,such facilities are for? Or are you blind? I guess you are, no wonder you cannot tell the difference between ‘Indifferent’ and ‘different’. Is that suppose to be a joke of the century? Well,I’ve mentioned we are all prone to errors. So,its fine with me that you have to buck up on your English. Best thing is, you still said my eyes were small and cannot see when its YOU who couldn’t tell the difference? And hello,what does small eyes linked with you term ‘cannot see’ ? Meaning people with small eyes are all blind ( By the way,its your ”cannot see”.) It makes no sense afterall,right?

 

(2:26 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: Yup, i’m getting it (:
Wait uh, my friend viewing your blog too.
You claimed that YOU ARE GETTING IT.
(2:38 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: I want the belt fast leh.
And you even wanted your items fast. Quite obvious its a comfirmation?Yep?

(3:14 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: With this conversation, i can print them all out and hand it our to the police if there’s any information of me in your blogger.
Oh Hi, You were the one who wanted to make things big,right? You mentioned POLICE. That will lead to a courtcase,when I wanna defend myself.
(3:15 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: Everything can be fine if thing settle well , but you dont want too.
Than fine, let make thing big -.-
Then you finally admitted you wanted things to go big.
(3:20 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: I’ll only see you in court if you blacklist me
So now,this is MY BLOG, I’ve got full ownership/rights to it. I wanna blacklist you as and when I like,How? Courtcase? Sounds like fervent plea of you trying to stop me from blacklisting you! Infact,you sound like a Maid,trying to ask her employer to keep her. Tsk!
(3:29 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: THINK WILL BE BIG ONLY IF YOU BLACKLIST ME IN ONLINE
GET IT?
We’ll wait and see.
(3:29 AM) Sonia: reporting me to the authorities?
its THINGS
(3:29 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: you don’t care what i will do.
(3:29 AM) Sonia: Obviously I am indiffernt to it
(3:30 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: sorry?
again?
obviously , you are?
(3:30 AM) Sonia: Obviously I am indifferent to whatever you do

(3:30 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: oh, it indifferent and not differnt -.-
(3:30 AM) Sonia: LOLLLL.
enlarge your fonts
(3:31 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: whatsoever.
Your eye small? can not see
(3:31 AM) Sonia: Nobody said my eyes were big. And obviously I can see, I am not blind.
I typed indifferent.
(3:31 AM) Sonia: not different,you are the one who made a mistake
but anyway
humans are prone to err
(3:32 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: I’m the one who made a mistake? Crazy
As for this… Hmm. You claimed people whose eyes are small=’cannot see’? what logic is that,Miss Adelinx,tear.myheart@xxxx.xx. ( I’ve saving your pride,thank me.) And look, you can’t even spell Different correctly. What’s up with you? Buck up on English. You can always hire a tuitor you know.. It’s quite a joke too you know!
(3:32 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: serious, don’t kpkb here la.
And why switch to the Hokkien version? Or your English is limited? I suppose your English is limited. And your phrases are still confined to ‘making things big’/'Don’t you dare blacklist me’. Thats all? Well…. It doesnt intrest me, a LEAST bit. You can’t spell different properly AND you can’t tell the difference between indifferent and different. Their meaning are worlds’ apart,get it? So its quite noticeable,am I not right?

(3:33 AM) ♥♥♥♥♥♥: i want or don’t want to hire a lawyer is my problem. nothing to concern you.
Like i said , you dare you blacklist me.
Hey! So now’s a DARE ? Well,here you go hun! Cheers for being the first that I am putting parts of the conversations up! Satisfied much? Pleases you? No wait, I guess it’ll be fun actually. You claimed you wanna make matters big, well then I shall see how BIG can this go. We shall wait and see.

Anyway, I don’t need to get my money from miser like you. $3 off from a $13 Forever 21 belt,unused? That proves to me how much of a cheapo you are. Trying to shoot two birds at one go? Tell you what, 2 words from me to you. Try harder. You MIGHT,have chances. Too bad,you don’t stand one from me. Sue me? By all means. I am sick of threats. You know what? I am not scared of being threatened to get sued afterall you know? Its boring to me.

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A twist in life.

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Friendship- Something we need and we dote on. Something we can never do without. Being friends with one another is all fated. Time is what brings us closer. I don’t quite understand how can time and fate together when they are actually two different thing from one another. It’s a big gap. I won’t know who will remain in my life as seasons begin to change. Not everyone will stay, not everything remains. Removal and replacement occurs every now and then.  I’ve got who in mind to be kicked out from my life. I can’t possibly life up with a bitter heart. My character’s pretty straightforward. I won’t bear any grudges against anyone but I’ll definitely voice out to that person whom I know I no longer can put up with. A friendship is common,but a true and lasting friendship is rare. Let’s master the holding back of words from our tongues. A step back,a foe less. True enough?

Then again, I thought about my future. I must admit, my tolerance level is very low. And I only do the things that I like. I can never be forced. I have to be true to myself. There’s not much choices I like to take when I’m in Poly. I am only left with Law and Order. Which I doubt I wanna study in a Poly. It’s either a special college for it or I further my studies in overseas. I know this might sound like a very big joke. But to me, nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing. I wanna live the dream that I dream. A dream of my future won’t just possibly be a dream,alone. Look down on me all you want. Yes, I dont own labels, I dont have cars to bring myself around. I dont have much cash on hand. But wait,its 4 years and I shall prove those fuckheads wrong,so very wrong.

Love.

Today I was given a few topics- Love,Light,Justice,Family. I chose Love. Love bears everything. Friends and family members. Love brings light into your life,warms your soul whenever you feel loneliness overtaking you. Love is justified. You will face some consequences when you are in the wrong. You will also be blessed,probably up to forever when it goes right. We humans often forget the ones that loves you most. Love is just a simple 4 letter word. Yet to understand its meaning, it might cost you up to a lifetime.

 Sometimes I wonder why do we love and why does love comes to us. I guess our creator just wants us to know about love. Not simply just words,but actions behind every scene you try to explain. I guess we all have this unconditional love in us and with us. To love someone unconditionally, is not only to throw love quotes,buy expensive things but instead seeing the person being happy most of the time.

 My parents I guess are one of them that showered me with unconditional love. I guess everything they do,mean something. Something that I’ll put to good use in the near future,something that I know I am gonna have to learn soon. Taking me on trips are just like allowing me to expand my knowledge of different parts of the world,splurging on me probably shows the support they have and trying to talk to me proved that they care. I knew nothing about this,totally indifferent to them. Untill my mum told me that ‘everything we do, it is because we want to see you happy.’ I was speechless when they said this. I recalled and recalled. Never once did they disapprove of anything that I’ve done. So I should be more thankful instead. Like if weren’t for them, I might never have gotten Mizuki. And if I didn’t have Mizuki, I guess life would not be this happy. It’s a chain,being passed down.

I guess love is just about watching someone you love being happy and being able to even climb  mountains after mountains for them. Maybe what they say about love is true. The saying that Love conquers all things in life.

Okay I wrote in my entry test (composition part) something like what I’ve posted. Tell me people,how will you all rate it? Comment me about me okay! I am quite contented with my English results for the test. The requirement was 18 and I gotten a score of 35. As for my maths, I guess it was really fate. It was ONE less mark for me to take A maths. In the end.. I chose Chinese instead of Art. I hope am not making a hasty decision that I’ll regret. This determines my future in 2-3 years time.

Oh yeah Happy 18th dearest BabyBoy.♥ A zallion kisses over to you ok!

Deserve my love.

You had seen through so many changes of me. From the little tiny Winny primary 5 innocent girl to who I am now. And then you’ll see me going to private school and followed my taking my O lvls. Soon you’ll see me removing my braces then going to poly. Hopefully by then I get a hot hunk that I can bring home and share him with you.

I wished that you’ll never age. But I know someday you have to leave me all alone in this world. That’s something that I can’t imagine about. You’ve been here all these while. Playing with me,listening to my awful pieces over the piano,hearing me scream for my exams,shielding me each time he wanted to hit me. Licking my tears away when I cried,sleeping by my side when I was sick,barked to alert me about the bread in the toaster’s been over-toasted.  Staying up late together with me,snatching the food that I eat. And of course,waiting for me till dawn to return home. Never did I forget about what we went through. Like how I was at the other side of the world and you alone here being sick and hospitalised. The micro-chip thing that got injected right into you and you didn’t even make a sound. ( The vet said you are one damm brave cute thing.)

I love you,always do and always will. For I know you will have me in your heart at all times,my ever bestfriend.

Fook.

Rayban- $180,
Ink session-$50
Appetite suppressant pills……
What else? And guess what, its only the start of November.

Lethal.

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Was I being  away for far too long, or was I just trying to take a breather? Had I been piled up with uncountable chores or was I just taking it too hard? If things were easier, I would not be sitting here and typing this. I’ve tried my very best to do what others had told me – ‘forgive and forget’. The problem doesn’t lies with me but it fucking lies with you.

Don’t  tell me about life philosophies,amendments when you have no rights to do so. You know what’s best for me? And what I really want? You think you know what’s best for me but who are you actually? Just an old flame of mine and nothing more than that. Someone who failed to straightened up my life and trying to talk so much sense into me. Think again, if you want to play it cool infornt of my eyes, by all means. Seriously, I don’t give two fucks about you and your well-being anyway. I love the way some changes are made into my life. Somehow, I think you’re a psycho. You just simply cant accept things and adapt to changes. Life is all about accepting and adapting,yes? And you claimed that I’m totally wrong. What a joke. Lets just use an example. Can you bring your friend who passed on back to life? The answer’s a little too obvious. So, I have got to accept it,am I not right to say that? We aren’t heros,even if we are we have to take a break.

If you wanna go on telling me about life philosphies and stuff like that,just question yourself twice. Can you provide me happiness? If not,fuck afar.

Am doing things are amuzes me,that makes me happy. Isn’t life all about being happy and doing the things that makes you feel happy? Who wants to lead a miserable,wretched life?